I feel there is the Perfect land of dream where I will be happy. If the way there is death, I want to die. .. But I’m not sure that death will take me there, another hell is waiting for me after this terrible life.
What to do?
I’m looking for the dreamland. I’ve thought it’s in the fairytales, where the light always is over the darkness. Can the land, where lives the evil, even if it’s defeated be perfect? No, it isn’t what I’m looking for…